Sunday, December 6, 2009

humko hi paogee....



kabhi aayina utha ke tum dekhoge
ek pall ke liye ruk jaoge
kyonki shayd apni adhuri tasvir mai
kahi na kahi adhuri tasvir meri paoge...

bhula diya tumne humko
chaloo mann liya humne yee
par kabhi humne jo ki wafaa tumse
unhee bewafa ka kalma de paoge ...

mana ki gujre waqt ke lamho ko
najar andaj kar diya tumne
lakin har gujre waqt ka ehsas
nayi jindgi ke pannoo mai bi paoge...

hum to tut ke bikhar gaye
tumhara naam le le ke
kabhi tum thokar kahogee kahi
kya gujree mujh pe shyada samajh paogee...

i need you

when air comes
it says to me about you
i don know
where you r
but i get voice of you
when dark comes
i feel so helples but in dat dark even
i can see you
my heart is full from pain
but behind that pain
i can feel you
i m loosing everybreath of mine
but realy i don't care
i just care about losing you
every one says to me
that m like silent
but in actually
silently i m loving you
i feel so helpless
when i need to see you
in front of mine eyes
and in mine every dreams
suddenly i start weep
and my lips replied
that i really miss you

Friday, December 4, 2009

some time...



some time when door knock
my heart says that it could be you
some time when phone ring
than my hope says it would be you
some one touched my shoulder
from my back
suddenly i turned arround
that it should be you
you always come
over the door of mine dream
but suddenly you dissapear
when i tried to hold you
my every breath cheat me
and replied to me
that i m not for you life
that my mind strikes that
my breath could be in handcuffed by you
my wish says to me
that m still incomplete
because mine last and first wish
would be you

Thursday, December 3, 2009

would you..??


would you call me back
if ill lost anywhere
would hear me
when ill sound you anywhere
m not saying to you
that be mine hope
but
would you hold me tightly
if ill broken into pieces anywhere
m not asking you
that why you make me cry
but would give me your hand
if ill need you the most
my pain is not moving
towards negative axiss
it is moving rapidly
towards positive axis
would you make me smile
if ill lost my happiness anywhere
don't make me old please
don't make me in grey shade
because sm1 need you the most
would you give me hope of life
if ill lost my breath anywhere.....
would you...???

ill wait for u life time

…….ill wait for you life time……

here a soft silence is falling silently

But ill wait for you even in this silence

I M walking alone over a long road

But ill wait for you over this road

Thread of my life is going week and week

But ill hold you life time

I want to see you once again

But I stop my self and I don’t call you

But will you call me soon

Ill wait for you life time

My breath whispering with my heart

That will you love me once again

My hope is in suspect that will u come or not

But ill wait for you till M breathing

Till than my blood is moving inside my veins


tera naam meri juban pe aaya

tara namm meri juban pe aaya…….

Tera nam jab jab meri juban pe aaya

Meri dahdkan ki aawj ko aur tejj karta chala aaya

Jab muskurana chaha manee dil se

Tab lab pe tera naam muskurahat banke chala aaya

Kabhi udass raha mai tujh bina to

Tera naam meri namm aankho ko gila karta chala aaya

Rakh lu kashh mai tujhe chupa ke is duniya ki najar se

Parr apne hi laboo se tera nam na chupa paya

Ek ajib si siskiya uth ke chali aati h

Jab jab tera naam meri juban pe aaya

Kahu kis kis ko, batau kis kis ko

Ki mai chahkar bii tujhe dil se na nikal paya

Jab jab soya mai tera naam le le kar

To khwabo mai bi bas tera nam hi juban pe aaya

Marunga jis din mai, koi shikwa na hogi mujhe

Kyonki apne pichay ek pyar ka naya jahan chod aaya

Bsss gam iss batt ka reh jayega ki

Marte waqt bi kambakhat juban pe bass tera hi naam aaya

m hiding myself from you

Today I M smiling

But actually I M hiding

My tears from this world

In my past I was smiling really

But when you were saying good bye

Actually I was hiding my tears

Why you don’t realize that I M hiding

And yew were thinking that I M smiling

How could I smile when my life is going?

Far far far from me

My love in actually me was dying at that time

I was saying that ill over come from all this

But in really it was impossible for me

My love is immortal feeling for you

And that was I make hiding from you

Today when I think about you

I cry allot in any dark place

But still I am hiding my tears from you

But why you don’t realize

That I am hiding myself from you..???

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

i can't stop my self



i can't stop loving you
because your love is a part of my soul
and m unable to hide my soul
i can't stop thinking about you
because you thinking is a part of my mind
and m unable to ignore what my mind says to me
i can't stop to see you in my dream
because in my every dream you r
and m unable to close my dream
i can't stop remembering of you
because i m still alive with your memory only
and m unable to stop thinking about you
i can't stop faith over you
because your faith give me some strength
and m unable to loose you
i can't stop following of you
because my every path is moving toward you
and m unable to close my path
i can't stop even loving you
because with each and every breath m loving you more and more
and m unable to stop my breath
don't take me in wrong way
m really sorry please forgive m
but i can't stop my feet
that r moving towards you and you only
i can't really i can't stop my self to think about you
i can't........

i Promise you my love


i promise you
that i ll never let you go anywhere
i wont leave you alone
i wont make you cry
i promise you
that i ll go anywhere with you
i ll never ask you why
and i ll do anything to be yours
i promise you
that ill never cheat you any time
even in my dream also
ill see only you
i promise you
that ill love you so deeply with all my feeling
i promise you
that i ll never changed any time
if you ll leave me
surely ill died or i ll silent
but i promise you
ill wait for you only
ill follow you anywhere
i promise you
i would be your every pal
because no matter how far you r
it matter how close i m 2 you
i promise you
ill always close to your breath
till the end of my life
i promise you my love....

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

why you changes aloot


in my past when we
were together and happy
you was saying that you love me
you wont leave me alone any time
you was saying that you would be
always with me like my shadow
but
you make me cry now
you leave me alone and make me nothing
when i m saying be with me
you r ignoring me
you don't want to heart my voice
no1 knows what behind my fake smile
its nothing except my broken heart
i m not blaming over any body
but
you were not anybody
you r like my everything
than why you also not want 2 read my eyes
that r full with loots of tears only
as the time spending
and i m trying to come over you
but actually i m missing you


kya khata thii meri
















kya khata thii merii

kyo0 saja di mujhe tune
kya khata thii merii
jo tut gayi har tamanna meri
na jane kyo labb aaj bii tadap uthte hai
jabb hawa mai khushbu aa jati hai teri
kuch kehh saku itnee karib nahi mai tare
fir kyo mujhe aawaj sunayi deti hai teri
apni khusiya ki khatiir tumne
har harsatt ko chodd diya meri
tujhse shikwa na kar sakunga kabhi
lakin bass ye bta de kya khata thii meri
band aankhoo sai aansu gir jate hai
lakin kisi ko shayad parwahh nahi hai meri
tanhaiyo mai aksar bechen ho jata hu
kyonki na jane kyo yadd aa jati hai teri
sanse thamtii nahi meri lakin
jindgi mai bass kamii hai teri....

Monday, November 30, 2009

want 2 spend my life with you


i m so selfish that's why i need you
because with you i ll be the happiest person
i m so mad for you
that's why i love you like mine god
i can do everything
just because i want to be yours only
i don't know what good or bad
i just know that i love you desperately
i don't know what ll be the future
but i know that without my love
i ll be silent definitely
you made me cry many time
but still i love you madly
i always need you in mine dream
i also need you in mine real life too
i can't say this in front of you
but m praying here only for you
in mine life i need you




It SeEms some time

when i think about you
it seems like few minute before
you nd me were together
few minutes before
it seems like everything is all right
when i think about you
it seems like few minutes before
i hold you so tightly
it seems like few minutes before
you r smiling over me silently
why you leave me lonely
it seems some time like
i m still alive but witaut my soul
it seems like m still alive
but i lost my breath without you
it seems like that
few minutes before when you leave me
i was dying slowly slowly
why you make me lovely
it seems some time
that after few minutes
you will call me somewhere and ll make me alive



Sunday, November 29, 2009

You N3V3r took the time....

you never took the time to feel me
you never took the time to understand me
whenever i want 2 say
that i need you so hardly
you always pretend to ignore me
you never took the time to know me
that what actually i need
you just always laugh at me
you never know that how much i have love for you
because you never took the time to understand me
i never asked you any time
but when you leave me alone
m asking to you why you leave me
no one can be your like i can
but why you always refuse me
when i was saying to you
that you r like my everything
but why you were ignoring me
you never took the time 2 read my eyers
because whenever i seeing you
you always give tears to me
you never took the time to listen me
beacuse behind my every word
i have desire of you and me










behind my heart

i want 2 say that i love you so deeply..
so innocently..so truly.
your love is behind my soul.
i feel your warm feelings everywhere.
whenever i want 2 see my god
i just closed my eyes
than suddenly i got your smiling face in my mind.
i don't know that my love ,you love me or not
even i don't know what feelings you have for me
but inside my heart i have only yours love.
every night when i closed my eyes to sleep
i feel so helpless because in behind my eyes only your dreams
i can say that i miss you so truly..so lonely.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

I fEel complEte wiTh you,,






















i feel complete with you

i feel complete with you
i feel like m in heaven
when i think about you..
i have so warm feeling
when i think that
m in true love with you..
whenever you hold my hand
i feel like m nothing without you..
my every dream comes true
when i think about you..
i don't know what love is
but for me my everything is you..
my soul always miss you
because my soul feel god in you..
i have always a safe place for you
i can't live without you..
the love you showed me
i can't find anywhere apart from you..
i really feel complete with you..

why ?? why??? why??

why..??why..??why..??

why yew always hurt me
when i want 2 smile
why you always leave me
when i want 2 hold you
i didn't expect this much of pain
but why you broken me into pieces
why you don't understand me
when i say i love you this much
i remember those happy days
when we were together
why you not give me
those moments for my life time
you were going far and far from me
now where i can get my smile
why you make my lips without smile
i was in full faith with you
i was in true love with you
why you leave me just few words
i m sorry forgive me..
why why why....
my life is like a mystry for me
because m unable to find reason
why why why...????????????


Saturday, November 21, 2009

you made me nothing...



yew made me nothing..

i want 2 be your something
but you made me nothing
i want to hold you tightly
but you drop me so easily
you leave me alone and
give me only pain
than i realize i m like nothing
when you make me cry
i feel i m nothing except a course
still this nothing feel your love
but what can nothing do ...
my all dreams was related to you
why my all dream betrayed me
and make me nothing
my life ditch me every time
and my life consider me as nothing
i pretend that good also smiling over me
and good also consider me nothing..!!
i want to be your something
but everything make me just nothing


ill folow you...



ill follow you...

ill follow you anywhere
no matter how much pain i have
but i ll chase my dream anywhere
some time i ll lose my hope
but no matter because i just need you
you can forget me i know
but how can i drop you i don't know
you broke me and mine every dream
but i ll never break any promise of love
many time its not easy to chase you
some time i lose my direction of love
but i ll find it and i ll follow you my love
my every breath related to yous love
so how can i lose my breath so easily
i ll never say to you any single word
but i ll come behind you every where
your love for me is like my fate
and i ll follow towards my fate everywhere
i m just like mad for you
dats why i ll follow you anywhere.....